--"To be with you

--"To be with you

There is no way that I can reach you.

I did my best but I just can’t be with you.

Maybe it is not the same for you.

The feelings were just a tableau.

I don’t want to see you with some other guy.

Especially those who don’t deserve you because

He just wanted to toy with you.

You said you loved me. I don’t know

Should I respond the same but I was

Gullible enough to believe. Not knowing

The truthfulness in the words uttered.

Let me say this one more time. I will

Still be hoping, dying to be with you

Or have you just by my side.

My mind would want this to end, but

My heart can’t let go and kept enduring the hurt.

So tired..

It's the first time I danced again for a very long time..

my body is aching so much...

but it's better to feel this ache because I know that it will sober in time..
this hurt will fade away..


thank GOD I have dancing to spend some of my time..
it helps relieve the stress of everyday..

especially the ones that really mean something,
that really bothers me at times..



I don't know if it will be okay,
but I want to be the same old me again..

getting so confused again..


time is running fast...


plans are delayed.. decision are wrongly made ..

--==SGH==--

something passed my thought..

does ALONE mean the same as LONELY??

Thinking it thoroughly  made me realized that they are totally different even though they may have similarities.

Being ALONE will not make you feel lonely.

ALONE. It is a state when you are the only one in a certain place at a certain time.

No one around you. No can see you. No one can hear you.

LONELY. It is a feeling when even though there are many people around you but still you feel alone.

Many can see you. Many can hear you. But no one really cares.

Many times, I have been alone. But I never felt so lonely before since you left me.