--==SGH==--

something passed my thought..

does ALONE mean the same as LONELY??

Thinking it thoroughly  made me realized that they are totally different even though they may have similarities.

Being ALONE will not make you feel lonely.

ALONE. It is a state when you are the only one in a certain place at a certain time.

No one around you. No can see you. No one can hear you.

LONELY. It is a feeling when even though there are many people around you but still you feel alone.

Many can see you. Many can hear you. But no one really cares.

Many times, I have been alone. But I never felt so lonely before since you left me.

No matter how many other stars are there at night.. the only thing i see is the MOON..

there are things that only the eyes can see..

only the ears could hear..

only the heart could feel..

the eyes can see the gloominess in your face that you don't want others to see..

the ears can hear the words to express how you feel.

and the heart can feel what those words would really mean..

.

i dream you are the one that can see, hear and feel deep within...

no need to say a thing.

to know what it really means.

But a simple YOU would know everything...

Nothing was never everything..

and Something could never reach everything..

----Y--O--_-----

...---==IT's LIFE==----...

"Please jump"... *say it's not over..

A line from a movie I just saw a while ago.

I never intended to watch this movie before during it's premiere. I didn't find anything interesting about it  that time.

But knowing what it's really all about. It fascinated me.

Doing something is not all about reaching your goal.

It's not about how long or how far you've traveled.

It's not about winning or losing.

It is all about learning along the way.

The things that you will never learn at school.

Simple things that life has to offer.

What life is all about.

It is about giving your best.

Living your life at the fullest.

Not minding what will be left.

And just being yourself.

It is about the footsteps you left behind.

The marks that made you who you are.

A bethink on how you get that far.

That you, yourself, can glimpse off the pace.

I've had a number of battles.

Had some gains, as well as some losses.

It was all part of it.

Part of the experiences that made,

the self I am now.

I know I failed some.

But I stood still and kept the fight going.

Not knowing what might come next.

I will keep on running.

Even though I don't know,

Where will be heading.

Because I know that something's waiting for me.

Along the way, and up to the climb.

Hoping you'll be there, too.

WILL I MISS YOU? I GUESS NOT...

For so long, I have been wondering why I rarely feel that I miss someone.


Even though almost everyone around me misses everyone.


Exchanging words like "I miss you" and other words to express how they long to see that person.


I don't know to myself why I don't feel the same way as almost all of them.


Am I that so weird?


I, myself, tried to use those words. "I miss you".


I didn't feel it that much. It's just like saying something I am not fully aware of.


I did it so as not to harm other people.


Because it is nicer to say something that I don't truly feel rather than no response at all.


But as I tried to think things up.


I have come up to the idea why I don't "miss" people especially even the most important persons in my life.


The word that I was looking for, the whole time, was "SECURED".


Even though I am so far away from my loved ones. I am secured that nothing will change.


I know to myself that I have them inside my heart.


That no matter what happens. "I KNOW WHAT I FEEL AND I FEEL WHAT I KNOW."


There are no further questions to asked.




I just realized, if I will "miss" someone. It just might portend that SOMETHING IS WRONG.




If you will try to look the meaning of "miss" in the dictionary, it is all about failures.


Failure at something which should have been done.






I didn't say that you should not miss someone. But this is how I am.


I am not missing you because I know that I have you no matter how far you are.








With all of this thoughts, now I know something was wrong back then.


And I hope that it will still get right, not to waste everything and its worth.


And I hope it won't be too late.